Hello to the USA

I was just checking my stats and it turns out that almost every viewer I've had has been from the US, along with one lonely guy from china... This is kind of awesome because it means I have random people reading my blog, which is cool, but it also means that absolutely none of my friends are/have read it. Which is substantially less cool. So let's see what's changed in the past few days shall we?
Still suck for sleeping. I know I should probably be lying in bed right now trying to sleep, but it hasn't worked yet, so I've pretty much given up on getting any sleep before five. I'm just tired. You know it.
Rayne and I are doing announcements at church tomorrow, which is cool. We just go early to find out what the announcements are, and then improvise a short scene telling the church about it. It's pretty fun. I've been connecting better with Rayne the last few days as well, which is fantastic! Although she still doesn't touch anymore, which is really grating on my nerves...
I've decided to create my own Love List out of one of the many spares that Rayne made for the show, so we shall see how that goes. I know what about half of them will be, but the rest I have no clue. Should be good.
I didn't end up having people over for games tonight, which is fine. I ended up hanging out with Rayne for most of the day, and then Josh came home and Derek came over and we got groceries and watched Hugo. It was really artsy. I didn't really like it. Hee hee. Our oven handle broke, so Rayne tried using some industrial glue she had, and we ended up spending two hours holding the handle in place because we didn't have a clamp. It also turns out that Rayne didn't read the part where it says on the glue bottle that it doesn't work for plastics or metal, which is what the handle and oven are made of, respectively. It was fine though. I got to hang out with my best friend for the longest time in a long time, so I don't mind at all.
I've got one assignment due on Monday for History and Development, and I've only completed a third of it, so I'm not looking forward to doing that all day tomorrow, and I need to write a critique on an article I can barely understand for Sociology on Tuesday, so that'll be a barrel full of fun...
It's that whole problem of the 'but' if you know what I mean. If you don't, I mean that there is always some sort of exception to a positive statement. So I can say that I'm enjoying life right now, but I just feel so tired and lonely right now. I don't feel loved. I know I'm loved, I know that a hundred percent, but I don't feel it. That's what I hate. Eh. Life just sucks and I'm gonna have to get used to it I guess! Good night yall!