Is this it?

Greetings to all of you out there in the land of the future. I sure do hope I find you well and possibly even happy! I'd just like to share a little something with you, if that's all right. I'm addicted to porn. Yep, you got it, that's me. And there's something that I've really been finding is that addictions don't just go away. Once your sucked in it's really hard to ever get out, and then you're still vulnerable. So I've decided to do something about it. So the first thing is definitely telling you all about this on my blog and then we'll see where it goes from there. So what made me able to come out and say that? I'll be it on a very remote part of the web... Well, a few things. Firstly I'm at camp, which kind of has me off balance to be constantly around people who are talking through their faith and experiencing some cool stuff, so that kind of has me off balance which is a really good thing. And then, right near the beginning of camp, Luke comes up to me and out of nowhere asks me what I'm feeling about Carsyn getting married. (more on that later) So I told him. The whole story, which admittedly isn't all that incredibly long, but it's mine and it's special. And then he did this really weird thing that I wasn't really ready for. He asked if he could pray for me. So after a moment of thought I said sure. And then we prayed. That is something I had given up on a very long time ago so it was weird, but it actually seemed to do something. I guess it was the last little push that reminded me for hopefully the last time that I can't do it. This whole life thing is just too hard to deal with so I decided that I would rededicate my life to God. I figured that I can't wait until I get baptized because that isn't the point of getting baptized. It's to show everyone else that I've made the commitment. So now I've decided to keep it. And I know that I'm lazy and can easily get apathetic so if you do read this please pray for me, or just talk to me if you don't believe in this God guy.

So here's what I've decided to do.

I'm reading my bible every night before bed.

I'm going to do something again about my addiction.

I'm going to keep praying for the people that I know need it.