Monday, February 13

Another Quick Though Before Bed

Doesn't that title look really odd with all the capitalization?

You know what's really frustrating for me? Specifically about this blog. It's that even when I'm actually being truly honest and open, I don't feel like there's any use. I usually feel like there wasn't really any point in me ever writing it because nothing changes, and I still feel exactly the same, and sometimes I'm just an idiot. I guess I just really wish something would happen. That I was smart enough that my figurings would come up with something new. I so often feel like I'm just not smart enough to think of something new, that I just can't make the connections. I feel like I can't make that next leap to the whole point of what I was trying to get to. It makes me angry and I really hate it a lot. I hope it changes. I really do.

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