Monday, February 13

Another Quick Though Before Bed

Doesn't that title look really odd with all the capitalization?

You know what's really frustrating for me? Specifically about this blog. It's that even when I'm actually being truly honest and open, I don't feel like there's any use. I usually feel like there wasn't really any point in me ever writing it because nothing changes, and I still feel exactly the same, and sometimes I'm just an idiot. I guess I just really wish something would happen. That I was smart enough that my figurings would come up with something new. I so often feel like I'm just not smart enough to think of something new, that I just can't make the connections. I feel like I can't make that next leap to the whole point of what I was trying to get to. It makes me angry and I really hate it a lot. I hope it changes. I really do.

Quick thought

Just a quick thought before bed. I've been watching a lot of Lie to Me, a tv show about a scientist that studies body language to detect lies. It's really good. You should check it out. But there's this little reoccurring theme about how people never really change. And I was thinking about that and I think that, for the most part, I agree. But then I read David Rae's blog post, and he was talking about miracles. I think that God changing people may just be one of those miracles that everyone always asks of God. Maybe the miracles that Jesus said would surpass his own are the very ones that we Christians are especially gifted to see. At least more often than other people. Maybe God's greatest miracle is enabling us to change who we are. From broken, selfish people into little Christs. That is one crazy big miracle!

A Quote

"It's not who you are inside, but what you do, that defines you." - Rachel (Batman Begins)