Wednesday, August 31

Time keeps moving

Hey everyone, I'm finally back for a post! It's certainly been a while and that's kind of what I wanted to talk about. You see, sometimes I forget that time goes on. That things change and things can get better. I don't mean that I actually was thinking "man time just doesn't go like it used to", just that I forgot. I had my last day at BPs yesterday (again...) and I was actually really surprised about it. I remember thinking that it would take forever to actually get to the end of this part of my journey, and then all of a sudden it's here. It was really an encouragement for me, I mean, I hated working at BPs, and I was wanting to go to school and be excited, but it just seemed to me like it would never come. But now I re-realize that even if I'm in a spot I really don't want to be, things will eventually change, which may suck a bit, but really it's a good thing. I used to love working at BPs, but by the end I just wanted more than anything to get out. I loved being at college, but by the end I just wanted to get on with the rest of my life. I guess the only thing that I really do wish wouldn't change is some of the relationships I've forged over the years. I'm probably not going to see Meaghan again, Carsyn and I don't really talk anymore, Lizzy and I get along well, but it's just hard to get to see each other, but I can now think of all the new relationships that I'm going to be making at school. All the new classmates and teachers and actually a lot of people that I know from church and school. You know, I think that must be one of the most important things about marriage. That you have that one relationship that remains constant. I don't mean the dynamics won't change, but it's a relationship that you'll always get to have and look forward to. So I guess I'll just tell time to bring it on! I'm ready for it!

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